blog revamp!

going to make some changes on my blog since its almost been a year since the breakup.

time for some fresh air

be write back! ;)

A Distorted View

relationships can be a real pain. especially one like mine. i know people have this perception that im all rounded, super studious, hardworking, super smiley and optimistic, but they failed to recognise that my life is imperfect, in fact, far from it.

i have my duties as a daughter with a really demanding pair of parents, a sister and well you could say that my relationships with my ex were a blast too. not such a good start for a first one.

never in my life i would think that ending a relationship could be this horrible. and when i look back at it, im glad i did what i have to. i needed more in that relationship. i needed a man. someone who's supposed to life my burdens, not make me carry theirs. who the hell needs someone who does that when you're already trying to balance the weight i'm trying to carry from my peers.

the idtheft-ing, pornos, stalking, depression, harassing and threats i have recieved was more than i could take. but what i dont understand is why a boy(note: not MAN) needs to publicly expose our relationship in public. some people just dont know what is meant shared among TWO individuals.

take a look. if you guys wanna read the full post, copy the link u see in the image kk? too lazy to post boring, unimportant matters here.



sounds sweet. but its over.getoverit.it was fun while it lasted. ok, not so fun.. =.=




i like this one, read it!! so funny :) to be called a noob for posting something useless and irrelevant on the site lol


and i just saw this on the blog today.


weird for a person to post this up if they don't really care, right?

anyway, im over us, and maybe i am looking for someone new, maybe not. since us, i've increased the standards for all males around ;P
i know i may be super friendly to people and smiley and all, but it doesn't mean im all that easy to get. try the opposite. easy-to-get as friends. hard as hell to obtain.



toodles,
xoxo

**this post is so ruining my blogsphere

101's post

I didn't realise that I've already reached my 100th post, well 101'st technically.

Anyway, the funniest thing happened today. I was at the library with my friend cause' she wanted to renew her book and when we wanted to leave, the library had this regulation thingy to check our books and bag before we could step out. Anyway the old dude at the counter was like so serious, like seriously. and here we were, me & my friend, grinning like nobody's business. =X

And the weirdest thing was that as I was leaving, the dude gives me this copy of a business-y slash malay magazine and i was like "err..?" and smiled and say thank you(what else could I have done?)

and on the way down, i tripped at the freaking last step! stupid much.

i want to go shopping
i want more money!(my margin of safety per month is very small)
i need my econs bookie as well as my management book pronto!
i want to have wednesday IT lab classes instead of stupid friday 1.5 hour classes
i want stupid locals and foreigners to stop staring at me continuously at the bus stop (and other places)
i want certain guys in college to stop staring and ogling me(i said certain) when im in the library doing my work!!
and i want a man bold enough to talk to a woman who's more fierce than him knowing that she had the very potential that she is a modern woman in the making, and knowingly respects women!

lol

plus, i also found a super cool six word story today. I mean its not cool cool, just cool la, you know


"Checklist: Wine. Candles. Roses. Music. Rohypnol." - —Amit Kapoor
**Rohypnol is a Date-Rape Drug

like wtf right? i know xD

A New Breath for An Awesome New Start

Wooohooo.. orientation is in like... 8 hours time lol... and i can't wait for it :)
meet new people. and new guys to perve on ;)
lucky me lucky me!!!!

*claps hands like a little girl who got a new toy lol
*glee and beams

im so happy and excited this song gets stuck in my little head.

Four Mod - Hai Jaai Pen Tur

if no sound comes out try watching it in hq or... this



the song kinda makes me think of something else..

SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

umm, i know we have like WORSE THAN SUMMER all year round but but... the summer clothes are hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... walalalalala~~~

Cinco De Mayo

Here's a funny fact. I never knew what Cinco de Mayo meant until today. When I used the dictionary lol.

It means......... HAPPY FIFTH OF MAY! Ok so the Mexicans have their fifth of july and the Americans have their fourth of july. And the Malaysians have their thirty first of august? Nah, doesn't sound cool... ppfffttt..

Havent been blogging cause... actually I don't really know why. Some stuff has just been bugging me lately. Well, not every 19 year old gets her entire life on the net hacked 3 days after she breaks up with her first boyfriend who's a computer expert who promises her to get her accounts back up and running 3 weeks ago and still-isn't-completed-yet and the most ironic thing of it all is that she doesn't know who this hacker is but the hacker is hacking her because she thinks her boyfriend is after this really forlorn, unpopular, not beautiful nor smart nor possess an amazing body girl. And I don't know who the eff her boyfriend is. Either that, or the whole thing was just a conspiracy.

Ok, time to stop feeling sad for myself. I'm a strong girl right? So, I can forget, we'll move on, I won't die. :)

Anyway, my favourite games on Facebook! Yes~~
1. Pet Society (loved it since day one and forever will, how can you resist the cute outfits yo!?)
2. Sorority Life(one word, outfits. nuff said)
3. Restaurant City (new addiction, no idea why also =/)
4. ...... **slot left empty for upcoming game developers to catch my attention :)

Anyway, I managed to capture this funny screenshot from Restaurant City. WHY IS MY CLEANER CLEANING ASSES??!! ROTFL! pervert much xD


clicky click :)

Lastly before I leave. CINCO DE MAYO OUTFITS :) Isn't that the whole point anyway with my title up there

Cinco De Mayo Party Outfit - 19BP
Tried it with that over-purchased crown & blonde hair


Mexican Sombrero - 19BP

Me likes the hat!!! No BP :(

I'm going to college tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..... I NEED A JOB T__T